In case you are wondering why I am not uploading anymore, a lot of awful stuff happened in my life:
My Pc broke and I am not able to replace it.
My Cat died, he was 18 years old, still that I had to put him to sleep broke my heart. I did not grow up with my parents, I had a rough childhood and he was more of a family to me than my actual "family".
I still have to fight for my further education, and the court hearing I was waiting for 2 years did not help as much as it should have.
My Boyfriend broke up with me. Because I expected him to support me. Like beeing there for me and stuff. Lawl.
I was going to E.R. 2 times because I had Suffocation Attacks, they could not figure out where these came from - but they are gone now.
So yeah... I feel better by now but not all of these problems are solved and I still do not have a new PC by now.
On the bright side I started to volunteer at a local College Radio Station which is fun.
I have tons of photos that I want to upload though. =_=